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[13] Why Do I Do This?

The other night I met a guy for the first time, and we went out on a date. He was nice and goodhearted, but I wasn't attracted to him at all. He is also 16 years older than me. I really didn't want to do anything with him, but we ended having sex all night!
I think I have a problem with sex with older guys who I feel aren't attractive and don't deserve me. It's like a dirty thing, I feel dirty and get off!

But I cannot do this to myself! It tears me up afterward. So I am promising myself to not sleep with anyone I am not attracted to.

Hope I can stick with it.


Posted 2 weeks ago

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  • To answer your title, you do that because you have low self esteem. And I'm thinking that it's the other way around. That you don't deserve them...
    Posted 2 years ago
  • just so you know...I am really old and really ugly...want to hang out? LOL

    Just Kidding....good luck
    Posted 2 years ago
  • lol@the second comment.
    Posted 2 years ago
  • What man is going to respect a woman that has sex with him on a first date? None
    Dating is a test to see if a person would want to pursue a relationship with this individual. You have open the door already although he might not mind having sex with you again , You are a joke. Where are your morals? He is now somewhere talking to the other guys about his conquest, So he is ugly and you are just a piece of meat.WOW You better think.
    Posted 2 years ago
  • please child god made you what you are. god loves you. accept the fact that this is a complete turn on for you. u r not hurting anyone, not yourself even. u r making yourself a victim. stop that!!! love what ur doing and maybe you will get tired of it eventually and find another fetish. i am totally sexy physician and used to love giving the ugly low class folks a chance. i married one of them but helped him become an award winning lawyer. so keep your head up that is all that counts. oh i still have the superior complex towards my hubby so the sex still is good girl.
    Posted 2 years ago

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