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Send to a friend I'm a lesbian - but, I am attracted to gay men. This doesn't make any sense. I guess its cause they act more like girls.I lost my virginity to my best friend - a gay man. It didn't make any sense. But, I loved him so much. He didn't love me and was moreover was really horny and trying to have sex with a woman so that he could be straight because he thought it would make his life easier.
Afterwards, he basically told me that he didn't love me and the sex was meaningless.
I spent the next 4 years trying to make him happy. I was never able to succeed. But we were still best friends.
Eventually he got a boyfriend that he fell in love with. He then told me that he didn't want to be friends with me and that our relationship had been downhill ever since we had had sex.
I still love him - even though that was 3 years ago and I've been with my girlfriend for 2 years. I still dream about him at least once a month.
He won't even talk to me and now lives far away.
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- I AM REALLY SORRY ABOUT YOUR SITUATION BUT IF YOU CAN TRY HAVING ANOTHER SEXUAL RELATIONSHIP WITH A MAN TO SEE HOW YOU FEEL BECAUSE YOU MIGHT HAVE FEELINGS FOR BOTH GUYS AND GIRLS.
Posted 6 days ago - No its all right if you a lesbian just come out nad if u are u need to be atrcted to girls xxxxxxxxxxx
Posted 1 month ago - I am not a lesbian (but wish I were?) but I ALWAYS attract gay men. Many have pursued relationships. The first guy I had this strange friendship. We slept together like 15 years ago. He died of AIDS about 4 years after we hooked up.I loved him, he didnt love me. Do I regret him not loving me back. HELL NO. I miss him dearly but things happen for reason my dear.
Posted 2 years ago - HA HA. dummy, thats what you get
Posted 2 years ago - I don't think you love gay men? I think you love your best friend who happens to gay man. By the way, you sound bi sexual to me or maybe in need of a great love affair. You maybe one of those individuals who look for and love people because of their heart not gender. You my dear are a special person. Embace yourself and search for your true love.
Posted 2 years ago - MAKE A BRIDGE AND GET OVER IT MVE ON!!!!
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